I feel so pathetic (PLEASE read. Any words of wisdom?)?

This was one of the best stories I think I've ever read. Well, she's clearly not a very committed girl if she's just all out there looking for hook ups and crap. I think the reason girls go with guys who end up being complete freaks or douches in the end is because they seem more mysterious or interesting at first. My advice for you would be to wait for the girl who's willing to take a chance with you, and maybe you can try an put yourself out there more like go to more parties or talk to random girls. You never know when or where you'll find someone you click with.