If I were dead, would my life be better?

Does anyone know if reincarnation exists? If I were to commit suicide, could I come back as a taller, better looking person? I'm stuck at 5'1'' and will never be loved, cuddled, kissed, hugged, tickled, licked, or fuсked by any girls. I've only had 5 times in my life I've ever locked lips, all for less than 30 seconds, all drunk, nothing more.