Should I meet him or not tonight?

You don't have respect for yourself or confidence if you let guys treat you like this,you need to change your life and find a real man. You need to love yourself you are worth it . Real beauty comes from the inside. Find other things in common with guys then just their looks. You may have a hard time connecting to people or a addiction. If you meet with that guy tell him the truth about how you feel so he can understand you and maybe try talking to a consular and learn to be more spiritual. You know you have problems so spend some time working on yourself and I'm sure you will find a man that you love on the inside and out who shares in the same things you care about and loves you too. I wish you the best please take care!:)